Usually I fall asleep with no problem, and the only way it happens is if I think about those arms. I needed that so badly last night. I needed it to be real. I woke up thinking she was right next to me, I could actually FEEL it. URG. This does not make for a good day. Hence why the hug is needed. I just want her to be happy, in every way while I can't be there. I wish that her mom would allow her to talk to me, or at least something. I've changed drastically from before. I'm still the same humble person, I just conduct myself and my actions very differently.
P.S. - It's four months now:)
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